Welcome to my low effort carrd
The background is stretched on purpose because I thought it'd be funny. I didn't think I'd make a carrd in 2024 but Twitter suspended my negidoriru0616 account (for no reason) and I've been trying to get it back. Since I use my main now (this account), I figured I'd write some stuff in here so you know who you're dealing with and don't make the mistake of following me.
I recommend only reading through this stuff if you're bored/have time to kill, 'cuz I don't really recommend following me anyway lmao. I don't like attention or notifs but I also hate being misunderstood, so read this only if you want to understand me. Thanks! c:
About Me (But I annotate the heck out of it)
(Click the picture to watch one of my favorite old vids, I love u Miku Dayo)
- Name: Bunny (just call me Bunny, I love being called by my name. Ik it's not unique too, which I like. Other Bunny's may exist but I'm just "Bunny".)
- Gender/Sex: Female (and proud of it. I've never felt any discomfort about my gender/sex (ok, maybe like once at 12) which explains why I am the way I am. I know I couldn't have controlled how I'm born but I love that I'm a woman so much. I love women, so...)
- Age: 24 (this will soon become outdated but it lets you know how old the carrd is; I can't help that time is passing by so quickly lol)
- Sexual Orientation: Lesbian (woman who is EXCLUSIVELY attracted only to other women; this is MY definition. I'm not imposing it on you)
- Favorite Food: spaghetti, steak, some Chinese foods I won't name (you gain nothing from knowing this but lol)
- Nationality: USA American (unfortunately)
- Ethnicity: Chinese (可是我的中文不太好，我必须使用Google翻译 OTL)
- Political Alignment: Progressive/Left (I hate the Democrats, they're evil and only care about upholding the corporate status quo; I hate Republicans too for obvious reasons; I know most things are easier said than done and we're locked in an unfortunate binary so we can't just say "Vote Third Party" and naively think everything will work out; I'm struggling too ;;)
- Interests: I love art (creativity) to death. Lately I've fallen back into Vocaloid, and that's fitting too, right? ^^ Maybe my true calling was to become a Vocaloid producer/art maker. I first got into Vocaloid when I was like 12 in like 2012, so this is a 12+ year love. You could say I'm a Vocaboomer. That's why I'm always calling them Vocaloids/UTAUloids/Fanloids/etc. instead of using "vocalsynth" (vocal/voice synthesizer) or "virtual singers/idols". Miku is a Vocaloid to me forever-- also because I first fell in love with her Vocaloid version, and that will never change. I love Triple Baka (the song and the trio) so their return in 2024 (in the form of fanart/Mesmerizer) made me extremely happy. I've fallen even more in love with Teto lately because her SynthV version is incredible and I figured out I could give Miku a gf lol. Miku is my favorite of all (my oshi/kamioshi). I ship Miku and Teto (not proship/weird) and I see every favorite female chara of mine as a lesbian like me, so it should come as no surprise that I see and interpret Teto as a girl/woman. (She's gender = chimera, but I've always seen her as gender = (female) chimera, the chimera stuff being explained by some technical stuff I won't put here; yes I did do lots of research on chimeras 'cuz of her, I like her lol. I won't trash your headcanons so don't step on mine please, thanks.) Also as a Triple Baka lover, I WILL find a way to shoehorn Neru in as much as I can, even if it's as an unwilling third wheel. Sorry Neru. I love her too though. Besides Vocaloid, I like yuri and slice of life, but it's mainly Vocaloid/UTAUloid/SynthV for me now.
- Other: Black Lives Matter, Free Palestine, may all oppressed people (including women) be liberated from their oppressors and live in safety, comfort, and dignity. If you hate women, we can't be friends (see my landmines page). I don't really block unless you REALLY tick me off, but I try to mainly stay in my own lane. If I make a mistake, I'm open to criticism, but I am NOT open to policing about my interests/etc. (I don't ship immoral/weird stuff so don't accuse me of that please.) I won't bother you, so please don't bother me. Thanks! I'm very happy to chat about my interests though (Negidrill). If you want my Discord, you may ask for it. If you're a minor, I will probably keep my distance from you as an adult, but that doesn't mean I hate you! I just think it's weird personally if I talk to you TOO MUCH, even if we share the same interests. Same if I don't know your age. You're welcome to reach out to me and I WILL reply, but I probably won't be doing the same to you because I don't want it to feel like I'm stalking or being weird towards you. I would NEVER be weird towards a minor but I think keeping my distance is the best course of action. I won't be posting any NSFW on my account-- I hate seeing uncensored NSFW randomly appear on my timeline. I probably won't tweet a lot either (and I'll limit my RTs) 'cuz I'm afraid of being suspended like my side account was (even though I didn't do anything wrong). 😅 Nothing I do is against anyone personally, so rest assured I'm not ignoring you or something. Maybe your stuff didn't appear on my timeline or I RTed too much and I'm afraid of hitting that invisible limit lol. We're chill if you're chill with me. ^^
Landmines (Things I hate that will probably make me unfollow/block/avoid you)
- Don't interact with me if you're a misogynist/hate women. What are you even doing here? I hate you on women's behalf (and my own)
- If you support bi/pan/mspec lesbians, please don't bother with me. It's highly invalidating to me and I can tolerate/overlook a lot, but I can't tolerate you invalidating my entire existence like that lol. Even if you're not attracted to men in particular, if you think lesbians can be attracted to men, we can't get along. I don't agree in the slightest. Lesbians ARE NOT attracted to men; "lesbian" is literally the only label that excludes men, so if you think it's restrictive, find another label. It's not restrictive to ME. If you think lesbians are attracted to men in any way, in other words, we can't get along. Lesbians also don't fight any supposed attraction to men-- we're not attracted to men AT ALL. Just don't talk to me or bother if we can't agree on this. Also if you fetishize lesbians, I don't like you, so get out.
- Pedophiles/groomers are not welcome here. Leave children alone. Children are innocent and deserve to stay innocent, and preying on their lack of knowledge about how much of a scumbag you are is pure evil. I don't condone death threats or anything, but if you harm or go after a child, you're pure evil. Go jump.
- There's a difference between fiction and reality, and I don't agree with sending death threats/doxxing minors/other people. At the same time, if you ship/like immoral stuff such as incest, proship, noncon/rape, etc., then please don't interact with me. I don't condone any of that stuff and there's a reason it's controversial/widely hated... It might normalize it or give the impression that it's ok/acceptable when it's not. I'm not here to police anyone's interests the same way I don't want anyone policing mine, but I encourage you to question if reliving/reenacting your trauma really helps you cope or if it helps you stay stuck in it/try to rationalize it instead. I have no experience with that so I'm absolutely not qualified to talk about what you can or can't do, but there are definitely healthier coping mechanisms and I hope you find a safe space to process the gravity of these things and why they're hated so much. I'm not here to lecture you (after all, you're in the carrd of some random 24-year-old) but I do wish the best for you and I have an "as long as you don't harm anyone, it's fine" policy. Publicly shipping harmful stuff doesn't count as "harmless" because it could seemingly be romanticizing/glorifying what was a nightmare to someone else (and possibly you). Please take care.
- This is obvious but if you dislike/hate on any of my interests (such as Negidrill), let's not get involved in any way. I have no problems with Tetocest (Teto x Teto, it's selfshipping, not incest) and Mikucest (Miku x Miku, same as Tetocest) and while Negidrill is my OTP, I might like Miku x Haku (MiClarith) or Miku x Neru or something too. I like all kinds of yuri, so maybe consider just checking back instead of following me if you might have a problem with what I like. I hope I'm not the only Negidrill-liker around once it gets more and more popular. Anyway, if you police my interests in any way while I'm trying to have fun, I really won't like you... Life is hard enough so don't try to take away my joy lmao; I really will hate you and remove you from my life. If I'm being problematic in any way though, you can let me know-- nicely please! I don't do anything harmful intentionally/maliciously.
- I won't police what you like, of course, but if you RT uncensored NSFW, I will probably unfollow you 'cuz I don't like seeing that. If it's censored, I might overlook it as long as it's properly tagged/described (we're all adults here, maybe, and you can do what you want), but one of my landmines is ftnr (futanari). Don't look it up if you don't know what it is, but this is how I personally feel. Again, I'm not policing what you can and can't like, but if you RT ftnr, I'm probably gonna unfollow you. I don't fw that so if you do, it's best that I unfollow anyway so you don't have a hater in your midst. I respect your ability to enjoy what you want and you'll respect my own boundaries, hopefully, or else we're gonna have problems. Thanks!This got long but that's the brunt of it, I think! I'm often punished for being honest about my feelings even when I couch them in the nicest terms possible 'cuz I know lots of people hate lesbians for some reason (it's the homophobia and misogyny, but if you just think I'm annoying, just go away then lol), but if you don't like the sound of any of this (my boundaries), just don't interact with me. If you piss me off, I actually hold a grudge forever, so don't. If you think you can push me around, I will push back, but I'll also probably just banish you to the shadow realm of being ignored/blocked forever, so seriously, please leave me alone lmao. Nothing good comes out of popularity/attention and I no longer feel comfortable around people after the multiple betrayals (in media) and just seeing how they act in general, so while I won't be hostile to you if you're nice to me, I didn't always used to be so on-guard lol. Leave me alone if you want to pick a fight, and if you don't, then I give back the same energy that I receive. If you're respectful and nice, then I really appreciate that. Thanks!
Vocaloid Interests
- Negidrill (Miku x Teto) <-- my OTP/fave ship in the world right now (and hopefully forever since I won't let anyone ruin it for me lol). It's faveshipping 'cuz I like both Teto and Miku very much! ♥
- Triple Baka (Miku, Neru, Teto). I mainly see them as a friend group doing goofy things. I don't really ship them all together, but I do like the idea of Neru and Teto both liking Miku. (Both tsundere. xD) Sometimes my Neru will have feelings for Miku that she desperately suppresses (gay) and sometimes she'll just be the (unwilling) wingwoman but still friend of Miku and Teto (third wheel/in her own world). My ideas may change from piece to piece but what doesn't change is I like this trio!!
- Teto is a girl to me. My Teto, that is. My Miku, Teto, and Neru are all lesbians, because I'm a lesbian and I love lesbians and I make the characters I love into lesbians as a reward/badge of honor. Thanks for respecting this! In return, I won't invalidate any of your headcanons either; the joy of Vocaloid/UTAUloid/Fanloid is the fan interpretation and personal enjoyment/expression/interests. That's how no one will ruin Negidrill for me. 😂
- I like Yowane Haku too! As well as Kagamine Rin and Gumi Megpoid. These are the girls that I made memories with/enjoyed songs of, so these are the characters that I'll give attention to too if the opportunity arises. I have Luka songs I loved so I respect Luka, and I headcanon Len as Rin's brother which is why he has a nonzero chance of showing up even though I'm pretty much only interested in the girls. I might like/RT art of Miku with other girls (ships) 'cuz I don't mind it (and people are so talented), but I think I only ship Teto with Miku. Teto is dedicated and loyal whereas Miku can't help that she's loved by everyone, ahaha.
- This is briefly mentioned in my landmines page, but I don't mind Tetocest (Teto x Teto) or Mikucest (Miku x Miku). That's because I view it as selfcest/selfshipping/self-love, and I love yuri, so I find it cute. If you're against that, maybe steer clear of me. Negidrill is still my OTP, but I don't want anyone starting beef with me over what I like on my own account.Thankssss!